10:50 p.m. - 2-11-16
Dear Diary,
Texted my sister:
"Do you think that our mom could be telling me it's going to be ok thru the Pandora station at my work y/n?"
Woke up to weird family feelings. During the day I realized I will always have these feelings. I will never get over it. It will bother me a little or bother me a lot, but it is not ever going away. I got dread feelings I got shame feelings for the rest of my stupid life.
UGH.
Yours, MR
